I am Me.

That sounds a bit redundant, I suppose. But in truth, was one of the most difficult things I ever had to learn to say. I am me. I am ME. And I am not ashamed.

This journey has been long and torturous. And I am proud that I made it through and have so much to be proud OF now

that I am here and can see that I not only survived, but thrived. This is an important difference, and one to hold onto with both hands.

So, here I am. What does that mean? It means that I will not censor who I am, what I believe, or where I stand on any topic. I will warn you now, I am opinionated, well informed, logical, and often downright bossy and arrogant. I am also caring, intensely loyal, intelligent, and well spoken. I am kind, generous, and often too willing to accept the faults of those around me that have won my heart. This leads to heartbreak and I have come to accept that I would rather have heartbreak than to be safe and without the light that being ME brings not only to myself, but to those around me.

Welcome to MY World!

Favorites!

Food: Seafood, particularly shrimp and crab legs

Drink: Cherry Coke, Barq's Root Beer, Yoohoo, and Naked (its a drink!)

Dessert: Anything chocolate or hot fudge

Music: I am partial to both Trance and Country, but I like about everything

Place: The mountains, but lacking those, the middle of a wilder place, where the signs of man are hard to find

Travel: Driving anywhere! I love to drive

Hobby: Photography and Writing

Color: Purple and Orange and Teal in that order

Person: My Gram

Board Games: Life and Monopoly, Card Games, and Risk

Online Games: EQ2 ftw... I also have played and enjoyed AOC, AION, and LOTRO.

Computer Games: City Building Games (Pharoah, Caesar III, etc.), SIMS (1, 2, 3), Card Games

Things to do on a night out: Dinner and a Movie

Movie Types: Action, Drama, or Comedy

Pets: Cats, then Dogs...do men count? *grins*

Books: Science Fiction, some Fantasy

Art: Photographic, Scene Painting

Entertainment: Role-play; Online, LARP, Theatre

Causes: Equal Rights for All (regardless to gender, sexual orientation, etc), Pet/Animal Cruelty Punishment, Progressive Politics

Jewel: Ruby, Emerald, Diamond

Sub-Jewel: Tiger-Eye

Secret Fascination: Beads and Polished Rocks

Collection Item: How-To Books

Passionate Topics: Equal Rights for All, Separation of Church and State, Spanking is Wrong, Politics of the US and the World, Science as it Crosses Religion/Politics, What is a Vegetable,

Topics to Avoid: Religion, particularly Evidence of God; Most topics based on Religious Right/Wrong

Automobile: A kick ass pickup or jeep is the best but a gas-efficient car makes more sense. I miss my Jeep. I drive a minivan. I want a Prius. That about sums it up, yeah?

Sexual Position: All fours

Sexual Act: Teasing

Technology: My Computer

Alcohol: Tequila

Utinsil: Fork

Communication: Email or Texts

Tavern Pastime: A beer [Sorghum Beer ftw] and a game of pool (billards)

Daily Routine: Writing in my Online Public Journal, Reading the News

Bathing Type: A long hot bath, in a bathtub big enough for my fat ass

Best Vacation: Camping or Luxury Hotel by the Beach

Vacation Travel: Camper/Moterhome

Phobias/Oddities

1. Spiders must die. Snakes are sexy.

2. Sheets must be straight and tight/flat.

3. Do NOT touch my comb and brush or move them in any fashion.

4. Clutter is a nightmare.

5. I am not OCD I just like everything perfect.

6. Flying is unnatural and will kill me one day; I do not fly unless medicated.

7. Children are both truth and lie wrapped in one beautiful package.

Facts About Me

I am a mother of four boys; 16, 8, 6, and infant.

I am married to J, the most wonderful man, father, and friend in the world.

I am more pansexual than bisexual but its easier to say bisexual so I do.

I am Pagan Agnostic (Nature as God).

I am a progressive moderate to conservative liberal.

I am a switch.

I am fat, and thats just how it is.

I am healthy and have no serious health issues.

I am in chronic pain and there is nothing to be done about it.

I am polyamorous.

I do not beleive in fidelity or marriage in the general sense.

I live and find great happiness in an open marriage.

I am a fantastic lover.

I am a great cook.

I am a great mother.

I am a decent writer.

I am a good photographer.

I am a patriot.

I am a highly creative person.

I am going to lose weight for me and no one else.

I once had multiple personalities, now I just have one alter.

I beleive that shrinks can be life savers or life destroyers.

I am terrified of flying in a plane.

I am afraid of low heights but not high heights.

I believe perfection is not attainable but striving for it should never end.

I choose to be a lawful citizen of this society, but it is not always easy.

I have a dark side that would disturb some and terrify others.

I am honest by choice.

I could sell ice to eskimos but I choose to not do that.

I have a past that makes most shrinks want to cry.

I love my mother despite the fact she drives me insane half the time.

The Christian Church and most of their Followers give me hives.

I have zero tolerance for Hypocricy.

I cannot stand a two faced person.

I cannot stand a liar.

I cannot tolerate someone who will not think for his/herself.

I know the cup is not half empty or full; its a cup of water.

I am a Follower of Jesus Christ and his Teachings.

I find the Cult of Mary and the Cult of Paul to be Christians in General.

I do not believe the bible is either infallible nor god-breathed.

I do not believe that the bible is whole, nor as it was meant to be read.

I beleive that we are supposed to be thoughtful, questioning creations.

I beleive the sheep of this world make God ill.

I have absolutely zero tolerance for fools, ignorance, or racism.

I am proud of my IQ and my education but I do not feel it makes me better.

I love my Father and his family even though I barely know them.

I love my friends as Family.

I have very few friends.

I am a very social person that has closed off and finds herself alone.

I enjoy silence and I revel in chaos as well as order.

I find there is little better than a clean and organized house.

I refuse to spend every moment cleaning, and embrace the choice that brings.

I have too many cats, and I have no regrets about that.

I tend to rescue strays, both animal and sentient.

I love without borders or limits and often find myself heartbroken.

I am lonely but I accept it is how it is.

I am a strange, complicated person and feel isolated most of the time.

I have always been a strange and complicated person.

I have been there and done that and now I am at peace.

I know God loves me, whatever God is.

I wake up each morning looking forward to the adventure.

Welcome to ME!

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